Yesterday night, I was watching Rozen Maid, an anime about dolls fighting to be the perfect doll, Alice in order to please their Father, the Doll master. Dolls were created with love and warmth yet at the same time dolls were smashed due to imperfection and the change of human heart.

Then this verse struck my head, a verse from Numbers that Keyi share with me while we are reading Genesis chapter 7 & 8 about Noah ark's & God promise.

God is not a man, that he should lie,
nor a son of man, that he should
change his mind
Does he speak and then not act?
Does he promise and not fulfilled?
Numbers 23: 19

While humans' hearts change as time goes, god stay firm and faithful for eternal. Thinking a back, how many hobbies have we gave up as time goes by from stickers, shells to comic and doll? Our heart flickered, we sell or throw off things that we holds dearly and get new thing on impulse.. if that Human nature, I'm really grief because how can i promise God that I will be faithful to him for as long as i live? How can I not be flickered by the numeruous influences in the world?

it was by God's grace that we are saved.. then how much grace have i wasted?